February 2012
27 posts
Tiring day..
This day I went to Makati then to Katipunan then to Makati! Whew! But I felt good after visiting St. Claire and Dog! I love patting Dog. He’s always sleepy but when he’s awake he loves walking around and smelling the surrounding wondering why many people are visiting St. Claire.
Anyway, a while ago I was browsing my conversation history in Microsoft Outlook. All conversations in...
Sunday and all my bags are packed coz I'm ready to...
I bought my bags already! Yahey! I got my “maleta”. Big enough to put Digger and Goldberg inside it. lol. I haven’t took a picture of it because I’m really sleepy!
I went again to St. Claire this afternoon. I was worried when I didn’t see Dog near the guard house. While I was walking towards the mini church, I saw Dog roaming around the parking area! I run to him...
Saturday goodness and WTH.
I wanna talk about the WTH first.
As I was uploading my photos a while ago, literally just a while ago, like 5 minutes ago, I heard a MOAN. There goes my neighbor again. Having their sexy time. Loud enough to hear by their nearby neighbors. Uggghhh. MOAN but CLOSE the WINDOW Ma’am and Sir!
Anyway, I went to St. Claire this afternoon, at around 4pm. The usual way, MRT at North Edsa to...
“Just knock on my doors when you’re ready and back.”
– graxxxie
For the past week.
What a week!
I learned a lot and I felt stress a lot too.
I felt stress a lot because I tried to be patient but was not able to or should I say I didn’t manage to be completely patient. 3 men down! I raised the flag of silent treatment to 3 people in the team due to some uninteresting things/events. But it’s okay at least I never said anything mean, I just gave them a silent...
Dumb me.
Today is Ash Wednesday. I had my cross on 6pm mass at Greenbelt church. The line was long. I’ve waited for 15mins. Finally I got crossed! lol. 7:15pm was the time.
I bought my dinner right after at MiniStop because I felt lazy to go to KFC.
I continued working while eating.
While I was eating, I accidentally wipe my forehead and there goes my cross on my palm and hanky! Wala pang 1hr...
“If we crawl
‘til we can walk again
Then we’ll run
Until...”
– Crawl -Chris Brown [LSS]
DOGs day?
Last night, when I got home after paying my bills, I watched some movies.
And again, another movie of John Lloyd Cruz was playing on Cinema One. I don’t know and I’m not sure if I realized it right, all love stories movie of JL have lessons. It’s like teaching every couple the right thing to do for their relationship and I noticed that he always had break up in movies then after...
Saturday Oh Yeah! :))
Green nike shirt and denim shorts, I went to SM fairview to settle my billsss. First stop Metrobank ATM. A bit long line but I was able to keep my patience. While I was waiting for my turn, I saw Country Style nearby and I can’t help but crave on Bagel w/ cream cheese! I said to myself “I’ll grab one after this and before going to BDO”.
After withdrawing the right amt of...
“being vulnerable is being open to whatever the life has to offer.”
“On this day, God wants you to know…
… that you are you not meant...”
goodbye accenture or later accenture?
Saying goodbye means there’s no turning back.
I’m not sure if it should be “later!” and not “goodbye”..
It’s almost 2years and I’ve learned a lot from acn. I don’t want to leave this yet but this is what I need now. Be somewhere nobody knows me or few people knows me and few people I know. So I can grow and I can do everything I need and...
Just a thought but i'm not sure
When you break a relationship, it doesn’t mean you stopped fighting for the one you love. Sometimes you have to be apart to fight for yourself so you could fight for the one you love…
party-ed and hung out???
Okay I was able to party.. Just ate dinner then drink a little. I didn’t drink the shot at Bugsy’s. And yeah, I was right it turn out bad, I was like KJ for not drinking my shot. Though it’s better I did not because I know I can’t and I don’t want..
Good mornight..
Lazy ass...
This day I really feel lazy and heavy..
I was and am still not in the mood to do anything..
So many thoughts on my head..
As I walk by out of our bldg, I feel so free and my thoughts go like this: “finally going somewhere not work not home and not where I know a lot of people”
*sigh*. On my way to Ortigas - Emerald bldg to meet my friend Ysa, I never thought there are still a lot...
love love love
This weekend, I have spent, spending my time very productive. Yesterday, I slept half of my day. Really a rest day huh. And spent time alone shopping some stuffs like a dress and a bikini.
Ahh, it feels good that I can feel myself regaining :)
Anyway, yesterday also I had a little movie marathon. I have watched Letters to Juliet and Sex & the City 2. I’m really inspired with these 2...
On Air.
I never thought my call would be answered!
Trip lang talaga namin nun ni ate beth.
Pauwi na ko, I dialed again 6310899 sa mobile ko while nasa cr.
Swerte ko talaga ‘pag sa cr nag-d-dial! While waiting for the elevator habang nagriring, I said to myself this is the last dial. Aba naman nasagot!
Too bad I wasn’t paying attention much on what bro. eddie was saying.
All i can remember...
A wise Cherokee, teaching his grandchild about...
“A fight is going on inside me. It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego.
“The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith.
...
“Do not do/say things just because “you have to”. If it’s...”
– graxxxie fighting the word “sadness”
enjoying is different from being happy.
certainly i enjoy doing things. I just enjoy things but when the moment has passed, i would just realize i ain’t happy.
happiness is when i finally have peace of mind, no more worries…
lessons learned: you can’t truly say you are happy doing things when all you have in your mind is worries. settle everything to have peace of mind.
“and there you go again
and there you go again
and there you go again
dear...”
– Dear Lonely by Zia Quizon
In God I trust everything.
All the pain, all the brutal moments, in God I trust.
A busy week keeps me away from pain but rest days lose my sanity asking things to myself because I got no one to ask. WHY?
All I can do during rest days is either sleep or run away and go to church or chapels where I can have peace of mind.
I got a little less than 14days from now.. Decision decision…
January 2012
4 posts
“i always be-friend with significant other of my guy friends. it’s not...”
Merry Go Round
Say I’m crazy
Cause I have to have you
Say I’m dreaming
Cause I wanna see this through
Say there’s no meaning to life
If I’m not with you
My love, my only love
Cause it’s you
Who will always be my first love
It’s you
Who first showed me who I really was
In you
My soul has found the one I’m searching for
It’s true, I adore you
Ref.:...
this pain will last.....
*crossing fingers*
it's time to go out of the country.
I had enough of these happenings. Everything is falling apart but I ain’t giving up. I just want to rest my head. This day is worst day I could say. My dad doesn’t want to see me anymore. I feel so useless thinking of the words he said. All I was asking is my time. I’m almost always not in our home because I don’t want them see me sad, I don’t want them see me weak, I...
November 2011
21 posts
a life changing experience.
November 15, 2011
It’s the day of my physical examination (I won’t specify the exact physical examination.)
I was alone, w/o my loved one nor my family. All in my mind was to be strong. As soon as the clock striked 5 mins before 7:30am, I felt more worries and fears.
It was really awkward and scary but after the procedure I felt a relief.
The result was mild but the doctor...
“And in this world where nothing else is true
Here i am still tangled up in you...”
– Tangled up in you by Staind
DO SOMETHING.
BEFORE I SNAP.
“Porke ba hindi pinapansin NAKALIMUTAN na agad? Hindi ba pwedeng NAGPAPAMISS...”
– #DiBaPwedeng
Tongue Tied
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one’s heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time
I know it feels like the end
Don’t want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don’t care
We’re gonna make it I swear...
If you see me.....
and i didn’t acknowledge your presence, it means I really didn’t see you. (I’m blind in public places)
you can tap me, call me, approach me or whatever you want it. I won’t eat you. I’d be happy to say hello back :)
Wondering if...
I’m a priority or a responsibility?
“I can have many other options but I don’t care with the “many other...”
– Graxie
“It’s so fluffy I’m gonna die! It’s sooo fluffrr! It’s...”
“The first to apologize is the bravest. The first to forgive is the strongest....”
– idk [i just read this to one of the themes. lol]
“The whole secret of life is to be interested in one thing profoundly and in a...”
– Horace Walpole
“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life.”
– Steve Jobs
“punchline ka ba?
overused ka na kasi eh. =))”
– gracie
Little by little.
I snap.