For the past week.
What a week!
I learned a lot and I felt stress a lot too.
I felt stress a lot because I tried to be patient but was not able to or should I say I didn’t manage to be completely patient. 3 men down! I raised the flag of silent treatment to 3 people in the team due to some uninteresting things/events. But it’s okay at least I never said anything mean, I just gave them a silent treatment. Hopefully next week, no more bulls. lol
I learned a lot this week because I put this week as “my week”. I did all the things I wanted. I have plotted my daily routine already. So much to say, it’s fun and much more relaxing when I visit church first before going to stressful environment. More specifically, St. Claire. I put on my routine to visit St. Claire church before going anywhere else or go somewhere then last is St. Claire church. I love visiting Dog there. I named the ol’ labrador as “Dog” as he responded when I called him that. So cute. I will give him pasalubong later when I go there. Maybe some treats or bread. Anyway, this week I was also listening to Magic 89.9 and the best episode for me is the health week when they featured Dr. Don Juan Moore. He was a former wrestler as he described on air. The best thing he said was about series of unwanted events will happen in our lives to make our goal put into place. In short, it’s actually a blessing in disguise. I guess there are really series of events that will pull you down but you didn’t know that those actually are the ways for you to reach your goals and plans you had & have in your life. You may think at first that those were hindrances to your goals, to your plans, but you didn’t know those will actually lead you to your goals and plans in much better ways. He may take out some parts but He’ll give those back to make things happen perfectly.
The best thing I could say, no matter what happen, no matter how many times we feel hell in our lives, we should never lose our hope because God never make things happen to hurt us, but to show the right way at the right time. He doesn’t want to rip off some pages on the books of our lives. He wanted to happen it just the way he wrote it. God knows art and He knows how to balance.
Speaking of balance, I’m still trying so hard to understand and practice that word today. I did try balance before but I over exceeded. I was able to balance my love life before along with my work life and family life. But some thought I was focusing on one aspect of my life. I did my best on these 3 parts of my life that’s why. Some may think it’s impossible but I was able to do it BUT I got stressed. I learned I can do best in all parts of my life BUT I’ll get stressed because “tinodo ko lahat”. Just like the commercial of Enervon C “Tinodo mo trabaho mo, baka sakit ang balik niyan sa’yo… After work sigi pang gimik.. baka maging sick.”. I should know my limits, especially in work. I was so frustrated to get promoted every year as I placed that on my goal the moment I stepped on Acn. I guess that’s wrong. Sometimes, we need to slow down in order to grow. I guess it’s really wrong to overuse my head for work because my head was resting on the other parts of my life. Oh well, at least I can say that I did my best. :)
It’s better to say “oh well” than saying “what if”.
